Sunday, October 3, 2010

Matthew 8:28-34

This is the account of two demon-possessed men being restored by the Word of Christ.

Often I wonder why Jesus accomplishes his purposes in the peculiar ways that he does. But I've learned that peculiarity is usually a clue to a deeper theological message that He is trying to convey to those who will "dig deep" and listen. "He who has ears to hear, let him hear." (Luke 8:8)

Let's summarize this brief account:

Two demon possessed men come to him
He drives the demons into a herd of pigs
The herd rushes down the mountain and drowns in the lake
The people of the village plead with him to leave their region

First of all, the demons recognize Jesus as the Messiah instantly. They know He is omnipotent and immediately place themselves (appropriately) at his command. They assume he will drive them out of the two men and request their destination to be among the herd of pigs - implication: Anywhere, but hell!
The strange thing is that Jesus actually grants their request. Why even take notice of the request of demons?

His purpose (as in most cases) was in demonstrating a deeper theological truth: It was for the deliverance of the souls of the two men that he drove out the demons and to reveal the hardness of heart amongst the towns people.

He was showing the contrast of what the Kingdom of God values to what the kingdom of the world values.

First, the town's people naturally would have been quite upset that their "large herd" of pigs, most likely a significant portion of their economy, had just been eliminated.
Second, they were afraid of these two men, wanting nothing to do with them: "They were so violent that no one could pass that way." So naturally, the possibility of these men now living and dwelling with them was abhorrent and out of the question, despite the fact that they were now clean. (Isn't it characteristic of the human heart to disregard and reject what it once hated, even after it has been newly restored? Think of Jonah and the city of Nineveh)

The town is more distraught about the deceased pigs than excited about the restoration of the two men!

Do you see the sorry picture God is painting for us here? Pigs vs. Men! Not just any animal, but the lowest, most disgusting of all creatures wins out over the souls of two men in the perverse hearts of the town's people. They are blind to the fact that an amazing miracle of restoration occurred that day! There should have been shouts of joy and singing, welcoming what was lost back to life in community! Instead, "the whole town went out to meet Jesus. And when they saw him, they pleaded with him to leave their region" (italics added).

And so...With their minds on the welfare of their economy, instead of on the state of their own damned souls, they eagerly watched Jesus get back into the boat and leave from whence he came.

How tragic to eagerly bid adieu to the only One who offers true, abiding life. "Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing." (Luke 23:34, NIV)

But, before judging them, I must take a look into my own heart. Would I still welcome Jesus, even after He has, at my own cost, restored someone, whom I have for a long time purposefully rejected? Am I concerned with souls? Or am I concerned with my economy, my comfort, my status...?

Do I treasure what is valued in the Kingdom of God or in the Kingdom of this world?

C.S. Lewis once said, "You do not have a soul, you are a soul. You have a body."


Lord, help me to seek Your Kingdom first; to value souls, lest I am blinded by my own insecurities and ignorantly bid adieu to Your eternal blessings!

Amen.


Monday, September 20, 2010

O Holy One


Teach me to walk in Your Holy ways;
even when it's not convenient,
even when it's painful.

Teach me to love with a selfless spirit;
to consider myself low and others high,
to consider myself a servant to all.

Teach me to fear You alone, Almighty One.
You, who conduct lightning to strike where you will,
You, who have destined a spot for each drop of rain to fall upon,
and You, who catch the winds in Your hands and rebuke them to silence.

Though I grasp not Your greatness,
I shudder at the glimpses Your grace reveals to me through Your son Jesus.
They leave me utterly breathless...

My body shall be fully abandoned to You, o Holy One.
For I will think of Your goodness all day and night,
and my heart will rejoice with thankfulness to You my God, and my King.

I thank and praise You late into the night.
Your love endures forever and Your mercies are new every morning.

May You be glorified always!

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

To You O Lord I Turn

To You O Lord I turn my whole heart,
To You and only You.

My former ways are past;
You are my portion forever.

I will consecrate myself to You, dedicating my
                                                                         thoughts
                                                                                words
                                                                                      actions
And my one and only pursuit to the glory of Your Name, oh Great one!

Your excellent will transcends the purest of ways.

Your knowledge reaches into the depths of the earth and far out beyond the stars -- it is complete.

The wisest of men understands but a fraction of Your goodness, for Your ways are higher and greater than any one man can dare to imagine.

My soul faints before You;
yea, my frail frame fails and I become like a dead man before Your throne.

But You, oh Lifter of my head, restore strength to my feeble bones and breathe into my nostrils the breath of life, which I exhale in praise to You.

Praise the Lord, o my soul, and let every fiber of my body exist in thankfulness to the One in whom I live and move and have my being! Praise the Lord!

Amen.

(Café 311, Chicago. September 16, 2009)

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

All Knowing Father

All-knowing Father who reigns on high above the highest mountains of the earth.

The height of Your knowledge traces the sky and its depth examines every valley, even deep into the crevices of my heart. "You have searched me and you know me."

Examine my motives and let there be found none that displease You.

Open my ears and I shall hear; my eyes and I shall see. For I long to know You, as You know me--fully and completely.

Yet, I know You are too wonderful for me, too marvelous to comprehend. Then I pray, merely extend this limit of knowledge.

Let this righteous pursuit to know You continue on for eternity, for I could think of no greater bliss!

Surely, heaven is knowing You!

(Café 311, Chicago IL. September 18, 2009)

Monday, September 13, 2010

Be The Source of my Light

Be the Source of my light
and the Train of my thought
the View of my sight
And the Treasure I bought

Be the Calm of my Storm
And the Stars of my night
Be Love in my form
And my Commander in fight

Be Mercy in me
But Fierce Force in the fight
The Breeze that blows through me
When nothing goes right

Be that Something I strive for
At all times, at all cost
The one Thing I die for
When my body has lost

Be the Vessel that takes me
Away from life's tests
The Dock that I reach
When my soul's found its Rest

(Chorale winter tour January 14, 2006)

Friday, September 10, 2010

Peace

Let Your perfect peace rage into my life like an army; invading my soul and overturning the money-tables and cages I have set up on the altar of my heart.

Let Your all-consuming peace devour the vipers of my tongue before they are birthed into existence.

Let the ocean of Your peace drown my mind to the constant evil that dwells therein.

Tie the mill-stone of Your love around my neck, that I may sink deeper and deeper into the depths of Your all-pervading peace.

Oh, that I may freeze in this ocean-deep and become numb to the disease of self-exaltation; the enemy of these waters.

Invade...consume...devour...and drown all that is not peace within me.

Amen

Personal Psalms

Psalm: a song, poem or prayer that exists to glorify God.

I will begin to record my personal psalms of worship to the Lord through this blog. My purpose is that they may awaken worship in your heart to God.

I hope they edify, encourage, and deepen your walk with the Lord.

"Draw near to God and He will draw near to you..." James 4:8

Soli Deo Gloria.